Hopeless :'(

I just want you to be happy . To feels awesome when you get there soon . :'( Why dont you got that .
I just want to be nice . Why dont you know that :'( Why are you so damn selfish over there ? You are talking to someone which is dont clearly hear what you're saying more than someone that cares about you alot. Dont be a fool . Maybe i was not so good enough for you to be your " Mr. super awesomeness guy in the world " . But i try my best to be someone useful . And im still on my own way to get there . Am i so evil ? Am i so " bodoh " over here ? am i so not looking good in your eyes ? i had changed to much for you . Much better actually . Hmmmmmmm . Ah stop farouq , everything you said , you do , you wished for ,  and all thats non senses things are so damn stupid steps .  SO SHUT THE FUCK UP FAROUQ .  Ok yes . TQ . Farewell . As'salam .